Evolution.

Lately, I have been thinking a lot about my values and beliefs. Why do I believe what I believe? Do I believe what I believe because I have been raised to believe it? Is gay marriage wrong? Is abortion wrong? Is America really that great of a country or do I think that it is because I have been told that it is my whole life? Does the Bible have error in it? Should I place value on material things?

I have also been struggling with my personal progress. Should I be doing something more with my life? Am I completely apathetic? Am I fulfilling my purpose on earth? Do I suck at music?

Being where I am is scary. What if I am wrong? What if I have to embark an a journey of rediscovery? What if my life has been a complete waste up to now?

I don't want to waste my life. I want to be something. I want to know who I am and what I have been created to do.

These questions have absorbed the majority of my thought lately. I cannot escape them.